I've had some vivid dreams lately. No, I'm not pregnant, but I've been remembering a lot of them. Two, in particular, these past two weeks. One, wherein I was a teenager, making out with Kent Boyd from season 7 of So You Think You Can Dance. And the second, wherein I chatted with Jonah from Dakota Skye. We sat on a very stoner-like couch and chatted. Dakota was nowhere in sight. Lucky me.
What's my point? My point is I like sweet boys.
I was chatting with @_ss77_ today who informed me she was dating Channing Tatum in adream. Seriously? I could go for that dream. Could be promising, but that rarely happens to me because I dream sweet. And nothing's wrong with that.
And speaking of sweet boys, my ficthisigf entry won three awards. Woot! Will be posting to my profile soon.
For those of you who don't know Kent Boyd . . . you're welcome.
For some reason I can't embed this, but this is my favorite of his performances. It's Collide.
Showing posts with label Rambling. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Rambling. Show all posts
Friday, June 29, 2012
Sunday, June 17, 2012
Thursday, June 7, 2012
It's Official: I'm a Pervert
I'm writing something new -- a witfit, and I'm using prereaders so I don't look like a moron. Well, not too much of a moron. I'm trying to get a bit ahead before posting. Blah, blah, blah. So I was editing last night while watching So You Think You Can Dance when I came across this . . .
Um . . . I have heard of Magic Mike, but I had no idea what it was about or who was in it. Now, I couldn't forget even if I tried. As I was watching, I said aloud, "Yes, please." So, yeah, it's official: I'm a pervert. And I like it!
I abandoned my edits and looked this up! And me likey too. He's adorbs!
I posted these both on Twitter because Mom taught me to share when I was young. @MariahajilE sent me this in response, and OMG! So funny.
Happy strip club movie, guys! See ya there June 29th! And I should definitely have something up and running on ffn before then. Yay!
Um . . . I have heard of Magic Mike, but I had no idea what it was about or who was in it. Now, I couldn't forget even if I tried. As I was watching, I said aloud, "Yes, please." So, yeah, it's official: I'm a pervert. And I like it!
I abandoned my edits and looked this up! And me likey too. He's adorbs!
I posted these both on Twitter because Mom taught me to share when I was young. @MariahajilE sent me this in response, and OMG! So funny.
Happy strip club movie, guys! See ya there June 29th! And I should definitely have something up and running on ffn before then. Yay!
Friday, November 25, 2011
Masen Gets More Gifts Than Me
From Rebadams7 . . .2011-10-28 . chapter 11
What a ride,
what a rush
dangerous red shirts
hearts and
half pipes
always the tip
to the great
unknown
except there is a very good reason to land now
Reb
From Ss77 . . .
Chapter 9:
Opening my heart
My words spill
Ridiculous attempts
At apologies
Mom, hair, you, happy
Bella
Chapter 10:
I want to be
Worthy of her
Be the man
She needs
I will prove that
To her
To her father
To myself
Because we love
From Detroitangel . . .
What a ride,
what a rush
dangerous red shirts
hearts and
half pipes
always the tip
to the great
unknown
except there is a very good reason to land now
Reb
From Ss77 . . .
Chapter 9:
Opening my heart
My words spill
Ridiculous attempts
At apologies
Mom, hair, you, happy
Bella
Chapter 10:
I want to be
Worthy of her
Be the man
She needs
I will prove that
To her
To her father
To myself
Because we love
From Detroitangel . . .
2011-11-04 . chapter 12
You are the future I cannot stay to have.
Never did I think
I would embrace each day
So many rotten ones
Survival used to be awarding.
Now I anticipate
Each moment
Each blush
Each touch
That drives my body to want
To need
Another day with you.
Reward me with sustenance
From your kitchen
From your mind
From your skin, lips, fingertips.
I live each moment and cherish my rewards;
I die each moment knowing
I cannot give much back.
I give you all that I am
Crawl inside
Leave it all in your heart.
2011-11-15 . chapter 14
I've been a shield for so long;
Repelling fists and strong arms.
You throw your heart at me
I'd drop every piece of protection
To grab
To embrace
To keep your love safe.
I can't let you go
Wanting all of you;
My hand in your hair
My mouth on your breast
Every piece of me
Protected inside of you.
From SusanQ who insists that she is Bella and Masen is her boyfriend . . .
SusanQ
2011-11-21 . chapter 15
Have I mentioned I have the sweetest boyfriend ever? And, I'm going to California with him. I am.
You are the future I cannot stay to have.
Never did I think
I would embrace each day
So many rotten ones
Survival used to be awarding.
Now I anticipate
Each moment
Each blush
Each touch
That drives my body to want
To need
Another day with you.
Reward me with sustenance
From your kitchen
From your mind
From your skin, lips, fingertips.
I live each moment and cherish my rewards;
I die each moment knowing
I cannot give much back.
I give you all that I am
Crawl inside
Leave it all in your heart.
2011-11-15 . chapter 14
I've been a shield for so long;
Repelling fists and strong arms.
You throw your heart at me
I'd drop every piece of protection
To grab
To embrace
To keep your love safe.
I can't let you go
Wanting all of you;
My hand in your hair
My mouth on your breast
Every piece of me
Protected inside of you.
2011-11-21 . chapter 15
Have I mentioned I have the sweetest boyfriend ever? And, I'm going to California with him. I am.
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Welcome to The Wedge
Masen Days was a part of Twifictrivia this week (11/8/11), did you know? Question two was: What is the name of the skate park where Edward skateboards in Masen Days by @purelyamuse? Sarabara081 got the correct answer, which is The Wedge. Yay, Sarabara081!
Did you know that The Wedge actually exists? Well, it does, and I've taken a field trip (kids in tow) to take some photographs to share with you. The Wedge is a skate park in Scottsdale, Arizona that is housed within El Dorado Park.
El Dorado Park is really big and full of great amenities. It has soccer and ball fields, two lakes, a running stream, ramadas, playgrounds, riding trails, and the skate park. It's got something for everyone. I've always enjoyed visiting it and still do with my family. If you're ever in Snobstale you should check it out. ;)
When I was a teenager there was no official skate park, but anyone who had a pair of wheels -- bike, roller blades, or skateboard -- went to El Dorado Park to ride/skate under the McDowell bridge. We all called the designated riding/skating area The Wedge. In fact, until I visited the park recently, I thought it was just something that the locals called it -- myself included. I guess I was wrong, or perhaps the locals named the new park. I think that's pretty cool if that's the case.
Now that there's an actual skate park, you don't find many skaters under the bridge. They skate just around the corner in the fancy configurations provided by the state. It's really fun to watch the locals, but I didn't stay for long because the teenagers were giving me and my three children "What the hell are you doing here?" looks. We went to the playground and ate grapes instead. * shrugs*
According to Masen Days there are no actual skating features at The Wedge; they're simply skating under the bridge -- although there are some ramps and rails that can be used as such. So, for the purposes of showing you what Masen and Bella see on a daily basis I welcome you to The Wedge!
Did you know that The Wedge actually exists? Well, it does, and I've taken a field trip (kids in tow) to take some photographs to share with you. The Wedge is a skate park in Scottsdale, Arizona that is housed within El Dorado Park.
El Dorado Park is really big and full of great amenities. It has soccer and ball fields, two lakes, a running stream, ramadas, playgrounds, riding trails, and the skate park. It's got something for everyone. I've always enjoyed visiting it and still do with my family. If you're ever in Snobstale you should check it out. ;)
When I was a teenager there was no official skate park, but anyone who had a pair of wheels -- bike, roller blades, or skateboard -- went to El Dorado Park to ride/skate under the McDowell bridge. We all called the designated riding/skating area The Wedge. In fact, until I visited the park recently, I thought it was just something that the locals called it -- myself included. I guess I was wrong, or perhaps the locals named the new park. I think that's pretty cool if that's the case.
Now that there's an actual skate park, you don't find many skaters under the bridge. They skate just around the corner in the fancy configurations provided by the state. It's really fun to watch the locals, but I didn't stay for long because the teenagers were giving me and my three children "What the hell are you doing here?" looks. We went to the playground and ate grapes instead. * shrugs*
According to Masen Days there are no actual skating features at The Wedge; they're simply skating under the bridge -- although there are some ramps and rails that can be used as such. So, for the purposes of showing you what Masen and Bella see on a daily basis I welcome you to The Wedge!
Bella sits up here on the steps or on either wall.
The trail in front leads down to The Wedge (under the bridge).
This is Bella's view as she watches Masen trick out.
She could also sit on the ramp just outside the skating area, but she might risk being rolled over there.
This is The Wedge where Masen skates with his friends.
It is under McDowell bridge.
Just to the right is a ramp that runs the length of the bridge.
This is the view from the ramp, showing part of the area where Masen skates.
A stream runs through all of El Dorado Park, leading to the pond you see just on the opposite side.
Friday, October 28, 2011
Even More Gifts For Masen
All of these are from @aidan_momma whose been Masen spamming me. I love it! Don't stop! These are a few of my favorites. You may see them again in my picteases...
All of these ones scream golf course to me. Love!
Masen Days was mentioned on The Wayward Pushers on October 19 and October 22. Just a small blip but sweet nonetheless.
Masen Days was also rec'd here by @smut_wh0res.
I love these poetic reviews from detroitangel! They are so great!
Pink
Soft
Featherlight touches
Umber
Depth
Adoring glances
Feel her breath on my wrist
On my neck
On my tongue
Give her words
Give her trust
Whatever she'll take from me
Now
Nourishing
Masen Days was a part of Twific Trivia on Tuesday 10/18 with this Twifictogram. How cute is this?
From @sabriel017
From @AltheaJams. Hee hee!
Posted by @denverpopcorn. This song will stick in your head. I'm not kidding. Got my Vans on but they look like sneakers...
Banner made by Jordan aka @hotsauce_twiguy. Don't you love it?!
Saturday, October 15, 2011
If Masen . . . If Bella . . .
I was incredibly bored today and posted an obscene amount of photos on Twitter. They were all in regards to Masen. I loved them so much I thought I'd share them here too. There are more here than I posted on Twitter. And don't be surprised if you see a few of these again. They're some of my favorites.
If Masen was young once . . .
If Bella and Angela messed around on Embry's board . . .
If Bella was desperate enough . . .
If Masen was depressed . . .
If Bella wanted to look pornographic . . .
If Masen was nervous . . .
If Masen let go . . .
If Masen stole a kiss . . .
If Masen went for it . . .
If Masen was tricksy . . .
If Masen grew up and got a real job . . .
If Masen married Bella . . .
. . . and they had a wedding party.
If Masen had a son . . .
. . . or two.
If Masen's son said, "Daddy, I wanna tat-too."
If Masen was an adventurous dad . . .
If I had a more interesting life . . . let's not answer that.
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
More Gifts for Masen
@Modernsafari said, "Saw this and thought of baby Masen." And she bought these (below) for her kid. Tee hee! I'm gonna see if I can find some pink checkered Vans for Babymuse because those are just too cute!
@Sabriel017 said this was Masen. He's got the checkered Vans and he's skating away and everything. Aw.
@modernsafari1 sent this because . . . um, Masen, and um, peanut butter, and um . . . drrrrrooooool!!! Here's how you make it. Let me know if you try it! Yum!
Some reviewers have gotten very creative in their responses to the chapters. They're summoning a Masen vibe . . . I have to share their talents here!
detroitangel
2011-10-11 . chapter 9
Words are always wrong around you
Unspoken expectations that I'll never meet
Trying
Attempting
Needing your acceptance
Blurred lines of my weighted words
Saddened by the loss of your
Looks
Sound
Feel
Soul.
Unspoken expectations that I'll never meet
Trying
Attempting
Needing your acceptance
Blurred lines of my weighted words
Saddened by the loss of your
Looks
Sound
Feel
Soul.
2011-10-03 . chapter 8
Push me together
Pull me apart
Your eyes seem to control the beat of my heart.
Soft touches make me burn
Simple words make me melt
The absence of your presence nearly breaks me apart.
2011-10-03 . chapter 8
Review for Masen
Shaky hands as I write
No Vans are in sight
You made me sad
With your fall away
You made me mad
take your wall away
High boy
Fly boy
You better open up
Before she skates away

@Jadapattinson sent this to me. It reminded her of Masen Days. Woot! So swoony!
Shaky hands as I write
No Vans are in sight
You made me sad
With your fall away
You made me mad
take your wall away
High boy
Fly boy
You better open up
Before she skates away
@Jadapattinson sent this to me. It reminded her of Masen Days. Woot! So swoony!
Friday, September 30, 2011
Music for Masen
Some Twitter tweeps of mine (@MsJaxTeller, @OneBraveLamb, etc) and I have been discussing a playlist for Masen Days. There are some beautiful tunes out there that hone in on the topics covered in Masen and Bella's story. These two particular songs made me weepy. I think of them respectively as Masen and Bella's anthems, so I thought I'd share them with you. I also felt the need to make something pretty to go along with them. I'm putting together a playlist for the fic, so if there's a song that speaks to you and reminds you of our two kiddos let me know in the comments or in your review on Monday. Enjoy! Purely

Broken by Lifehouse
The broken clock is a comfort
It helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow
From stealing all my time
And I am here still waiting
Though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best
Like you've already figured out
I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning
**
The broken locks were a warning
You got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded
I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection
Inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose
They're still looking for life
I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
Is there healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm barely holding on to you
I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
*And*I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will
I will be okay
Broken lights on the freeway
Left me here alone
I may have lost my way now
I haven't forgotten my way home
I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm barely holding on to you
I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm barely holding on to you

Beautiful Disaster by Kelly Clarkson
He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world would cave in
It just ain't right
Lord, it just ain't right
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and laughter
Lord, Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
But do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold me tight
Hold me tight
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy, hysterical
I'm searching for some kind of miracle
Waited so long..
Waited So long.
He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
He's beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster

Broken by Lifehouse
The broken clock is a comfort
It helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow
From stealing all my time
And I am here still waiting
Though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best
Like you've already figured out
I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning
**
The broken locks were a warning
You got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded
I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection
Inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose
They're still looking for life
I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
Is there healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm barely holding on to you
I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
*And*I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will
I will be okay
Broken lights on the freeway
Left me here alone
I may have lost my way now
I haven't forgotten my way home
I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm barely holding on to you
I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm barely holding on to you

Beautiful Disaster by Kelly Clarkson
He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world would cave in
It just ain't right
Lord, it just ain't right
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and laughter
Lord, Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
But do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold me tight
Hold me tight
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy, hysterical
I'm searching for some kind of miracle
Waited so long..
Waited So long.
He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
He's beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
Gifts for Masen
Masen is getting gifts. He loves them and I do too, so I thought I'd share them with you all! Enjoy!
The Masen Days feature is up on The Lemonade Stand . It is beautifully done. It makes me want to read my own story. Now that's a good review, right?


The Masen Days feature is up on The Lemonade Stand . It is beautifully done. It makes me want to read my own story. Now that's a good review, right?
Review and banner by @OneBraveLamb
I'm so sorry but I can't remember who sent me this picture! Arg!
Gif by @Anniej13
Sent by @Carolamex
The Sweater
http://youtu.be/JFfy0dMKIi8
This song reminded @AltheaJams of Bella when she was sleeping in Masen's sweater. It's so funny. Give it a look!
http://youtu.be/JFfy0dMKIi8
This song reminded @AltheaJams of Bella when she was sleeping in Masen's sweater. It's so funny. Give it a look!
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