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“What happened?” I ask. I realize
it’s the first time I’ve actually verbalized my desire to know about one of his
injuries.
“Mom made dinner tonight.”
“And?”
“She hasn’t made dinner since my
dad’s birthday.”
I motion with my hand for him to
elaborate.
“. . . Two years ago.” I raise my
head to meet his eyes. No one’s made dinner for him in two years?
“And you came here tonight?”
He shrugs.
“You could’ve cancelled.”
“No, I couldn’t.”
“Why not?”
“I just couldn’t. I wouldn’t do
that. Not to you.”
“But—” Masen silences me with a
tilt of his head.
“My dad was already . . . it
doesn’t matter. He would’ve—it would’ve been worse if I had stayed. Trust me.”
Poor Masen.
I wrap my arms around his waist and
press my face to his chest. He strokes my hair and sits in silence while I try
not to cry. My dad stomps into the living room. He clears his throat, and I sit
up. He gives me a look that says, Say
goodnight, Bella.
With much persuasion on my part,
Masen lets me drive him home. We hold hands the entire way. The drive is short,
but it doesn’t matter; I want him with me as long as possible. We get out of
the truck, and Masen plays with his skateboard, moving it around with his foot.
He stops abruptly, pulls it up, and leans over to kiss me goodnight. I feel
desperate to stay with him, so I tug his shirt, pulling him to me, making my
intentions known with my mouth. He drops his board, places his hands on either
side of me on the truck, and allows me to seek solace in the heat of his lips.
It’s really hot, but also probably really inappropriate. I don’t really care
though.
“I’m sorry,” I say. I’m not even
sure what I’m apologizing for – for being selfish, for getting him hit, for
forcing him to let me drive him home. All of it, I guess.
He presses a kiss on my forehead.
“I’m not.”
Suddenly his front door opens wide,
clanging against the brick of the house. A massive silhouette of a man is
standing in it. “Is this her?” a gruff voice asks, and Masen shifts
protectively, standing in front of me.
“Get in the truck, Bella.” Masen’s
tone is severe but quiet.
“Come with me,” I whisper into his
ear. I’m so alarmed I’m shaking.
His father takes a step out of the
doorway, the outside light revealing him. He’s huge and intimidating, and I
can’t for one second imagine Masen being able to get away from him. I grip his
hand and tug at it, pleading with him to stay with me.
He turns his head and whispers,
“Meet me at the green.” He rips his hand from mine and steps toward his abusive
father.
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You break my heart every week, but like a fool I keep coming back for more.
ReplyDeleteAs always, I can't wait for the next chapter.
can't wait for the next chapteer !! :D
ReplyDeleteIccaSpriggs, I love fools! I am one. We gotta stick together, girl!
ReplyDeleteI fucking cry every time. He breaks me.
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